Saturday, 26 June 2021

'Split' by Francine Witte

The day is slowing to a shiver now, slowing and blacking into night and that’s when your father comes home, hole in his soul, and says things like supper and bitch, and your mother slams back you’re late, you’re late. And you, you are standing there, not knowing which way to turn, and the anger that was floating like daydust on the sunlight air springs up and gathers and plants itself in that hole in your father’s soul, just digs and digs and your father is bare now, little more than a pair of hands lunging towards your mother who is broken her own self and is saying things like I don’t love you anyway, and if you only knew, if you only knew. And you’re watching all this, being pulled and pulled like you’re taffy or a jump rope because you’re still a kid, and you want to go to your happy place, a beautiful beach, where at any time you can walk into the ocean, go back to your fish self, the swimming sperm that crossed your mother’s insides, that split second that you were about to become you. And the only trembling was coming from love and desire and if someone were to ask you at that moment, which one of your parents you needed more, you wouldn’t have to choose.

 

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First published in Panoply, January, 2021.

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