No one in the street knows what happens in the
warehouses. When others around him speak of what they do, he will smile and
pretend to be a simple man. The Skin Man is happy to do but not to talk about
it. His fingers twitch as he sits with friends, as if the thread he held in his
hands during the day is still there. It forces his fingers to dance.
How difficult it had been to thread that needle on
his first day; the eye seemed to shrink and taunt him. The room too, that cold
room, seemed to hold their screams like echoes in every corner. He moved his
chair around when he felt the creep of ghosts, sweat moustaching his upper lip.
It is organised at least. Every worker knows well
enough where their work begins and ends. Several to kill
behind closed doors.
One to skin and he, the tailor of the group, to sew with the other craftsman.
Flesh is strange in death, tougher to work than he had imagined. He has to keep
dipping the pieces into warm water, baptising it again and again for the needle
to slide through. But with the glasses he wears for the needlework, he can see
every tiny ridge, follicle or birthmark. Birthmarks are discarded and there is a burgeoning heap
of tainted curling skin, to be fed to the pigs that will end up on the best
men’s table.
Of course he half knows where the pieces he works
on will go. It is recycling. If material was needed for upholstery, for
example……it makes him sick at first but the answer is not to think of the other rooms, especially
the one where there are still faint cries. But what else to do with the
population exploding into anarchy? Everyone living past their hundredth
birthday? There is no choice.
So very organized here, precise and sterile. He
wears a mask and takes pride in the accuracy of his stitches. Sometimes he
watches one of the women bringing out baskets of clothes, clothes of all
colours that have been bought and chosen once, perhaps mended when they have
worn away. The shape of children removed, they are purposeless. There is never
any expression on the women’s faces. Later, the basketfuls are burnt of course;
rainbow rags in flames in the courtyard.
He does not want to think what happens to the
innards, those miniscule hearts and livers yet to be tainted with wine and bad
food. Walter the butcher is old and overworked; he is the only man with the appropriate
skills. In the evening Walter is grey and exhausted under lamplight, going home
to a wife with very little left to offer. He imagines too that the butcher
still smells of the place, although the man is so clean that he silently
surgeon-scrubs his hands several times a day.
In a place like this, Everyone washes as often as they can.
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