'Perfect Spiral' by Meg Pokrass

When I got up to leave, Death looked sad, and when I went back a few weeks later, he was sitting in the very same spot. I said, “Hey Stranger,” but he didn’t seem to remember me from before. I wondered if it was my hair, how the tendrils now curled like Fiddlehead ferns from its final refusal of color. That day it was all about the two of us, arm in arm, cracking each other up between morphine doses. There was a feeling like swimming together, like I’d known him from previous dives, and he finally remembered it’s me. “I’ll bring you coffee in bed when we get there,” he promised. “Damn, that’s kind,” I said, having contemplated this very thing. He sat there on the edge of my bed, trying not to mess with the hospital corners but scaring away a young nursing assistant who stopped in to monitor my vitals. When she ran down the hall, he said, why do the young ones misunderstand me in this place? Then he unwound a stalk of my hair before coiling it back into its original and perfect spiral.

 

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Meg Pokrass is the author of First Law of Holes: New and Selected Stories (Dzanc Books, 2024) and eight previous collections of fiction. She lives in Inverness, Scotland.

'Perfect Spiral' was first published in Ghost Parachute.