Saturday, 24 June 2017
'A Conversation between the Spice Trader’s Daughter and her Lover, a Fortnight after She Burned at the Stake' by Sophie van Llewyn
In the courtroom, the sound of what they wanted to hear was blinding. But not for me - I saw the Inquisitors for what they were, children with shiny scalps, overgrown beards and ill-fitting clothing. But nonetheless, I filled the silence with images from fairytales I had heard at filthy street corners, whispered in dubious inns and other open houses.
I said that we made love in cemeteries at midnight and in secret clearings in the woods, bathed in the light of the full moon. But I lied. At night, ours was the horse stall, making the wet straw crackle with our fire. My father’s mare rustled my hair with her heavy breathing, while I was undoing the laces of your cape.
I told them that I had been possessed. And that was true, in a way. I was another one of your possessions, held by you a bit above your fine laced corset, but nonetheless below your golden locket. In truth, that was where I wished to be — clinging at your breast.
I told the inquisitors stories about blood and daggers, crucifixes and potions, brewed under the same starlight which had caressed our naked bodies.
You were long dead before they killed you. I saw the desert spreading behind your eyes as I spoke. As many grains of sand as broken promises.
I thought that I would be free of you, once your enticing body became cinders and charred bones. But the possession truly began afterwards.
I now make my wife chew nutmeg, so that your taste would linger on my lips every time I kiss her.
I carry a bone from your little finger in a red leather pouch around my neck.
I stir every time I feel the smell of horse piss. I might have to become a sailor.
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This is a feverish, glowing with danger piece of flash, Sophie. I love it!
ReplyDeleteEvocative historical flash! Love.
ReplyDeleteLovely to read this piece again.
ReplyDelete"I now make my wife chew nutmeg, so that your taste would linger on my lips every time I kiss her."
ReplyDeleteWow!
Such an atmospheric piece! Really intense, Sophie. I really love it.
ReplyDeleteWhat Jane said.
ReplyDeleteLovely writing, Sophie. A ping in the heart!
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