‘How was work today? Anything interesting?’.
I wanted to tell you the truth: how I drove to the office; how I got out, turned and walked away. Left the car in its bay. My heels chirruped against the pavement; wildflowers bloomed between the cracks as I passed. I strolled for hours but my feet never tired. I waltzed straight to the harbour, hopped in the first empty boat and untied the ropes. I sailed across the globe. I learnt new languages, sucked exotic fruit. I snuck inside the Library of Congress and memorised every single book. Ask me to quote any poet – Mackellar, Lorca, Limón - and I could. I travelled alone to the North Pole. I discovered the cure for the common cold. I greeted the people of Atlantis and dragged the Mary-Celeste from her hidey-hole. I toppled whole dictatorships. I invented a rail service that actually ran on time. I sang, danced, slurped, swallowed, stroked, poked, sniffed, whiffed, until the Earth held no more secrets. Then I cupped the sun like a clementine, peeled the pith with my teeth and ate the segments, spitting out star-seeds onto the sky’s dark tablecloth, the same stars you grunted at disinterestedly when I pointed them out to you last night, and not the fact you had forgotten our anniversary.
I wanted to tell you all this. Instead, I shrugged.
‘The usual, really,’ I said, ‘Nothing much’.
Louise Hurrell (she/her) is a writer from Dundee, Scotland. Her work has appeared in Oranges Journal and The Circus Collective. She likes to wander art galleries in her spare time.
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